Nursing Again…

So after a long stent of not nursing, Autumn wants to nurse again. I thought, oh she won’t remember how but alas, she does. She gets the latch, the suck, everything but the milk. She says the left is milk and the right is water (she always preferred the left anyway.) And I just let her. And I just feel like she’s a baby again, although everyone tells me I treat her like she’s 9 months old anyway. I want her to be my baby forever or I want another baby or I want both – at least for this moment in time.

Edit two days later:

I do not want her to be my baby forever and do not want another baby and I certainly do not want both – at least for this moment in time.

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